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Fragile
03:15
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Verse 1
I don’t believe in what’s expected of me
What you all need me to be ‘coz your fragile
I don’t believe in the same things that you do,
I don’t wanna be like you ‘coz you’re fragile
Do what you want ‘coz it makes no difference to me
Verse 2
I don’t believe in the tomorrow you crave,
In your cocoon you feel brave yet your fragile
I don’t believe in living just to agree,
I’d rather learn to be free than stay fragile
Do what you want ‘coz it makes no difference to me
Verse 3
I don’t believe in what you want me to wear
A uniform is a chair for the fragile
I don’t believe you’re all that different from me,
Behind the mask that you need ‘coz you’re fragile
Do what you want ‘coz it makes no difference to me
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Verse 1
I’d be myself but who am I?
The man you knew, was compromised
You’ll find some truth among the lies
In time I'll face my new design
Chorus
Is this good enough?
Am I done here? Am I done?
Verse 2
Can it be real if I have to try?
It seems a pointless exercise
I have no voice with which to cry
I’d be myself but who am I?
Chorus
Is this good enough?
Are we done here? Are we done?
Double Chorus
Is this good enough?
Am I done here? Am I done?
Is this good enough?
Are we done here? Are we done?
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Verse 1
As words it just dissolves
Pronounced to fade away
not far from biased tongues
As mice and men evolve
beyond their yesterdays
it’s meaning’s next to none
As movement I can feel
potential but its weak
The fear disrupts the flow
As we define the real
In quotes we’ve learned to speak
We’ve still a way to go
Chorus
I don’t know what love is X2
Verse 2
We’re told that we can share
our feelings as and when
it fits the story line
We’re told that we should pair
beyond just making friends
and claim what’s yours and mine
Chorus
I don’t know what love is X2
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4. |
Never Again
04:06
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Never Again
Verse 1
The things I like, and want and crave
I’m proud to say I'm not ashamed
I spent too long stood in my own way,
But on this day I’m now free to say
Chorus
I don’t need to be understood by you
I am free to be different if I choose
Never again
Will I be sorry for who I am
Never again
Verse 2
I know I seem, a little strange
Kind of weird, or full on deranged
I now accept, that which doesn't change
And its ok, we’re on a different page
Chorus
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Stranger
02:53
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Verse 1
You’re a stranger to me now
I don’t recognize your face
You’re not welcome in this place
You’re a stranger
You’re a stranger to me now
I don’t recognise your voice
You’re a memory by choice
You’re a stranger
Verse 2
You’re a stranger to me now
I don’t recognize your ways
As the thought of you decays
You’re a stranger
Verse 3
You’re a stranger to me now
I don’t recognize you name
In the past you will remain
As a stranger
You’re a stranger to me now
I don’t recognize your touch
not an enemy as such
Just a stranger
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6. |
Working On Myself
03:12
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Verse 1
I hope to be more than the sins from before
I am looking to better myself
I hope that I'll be more than yesterday’s me
but still me and not somebody else
I hope that I'll feel that the progress is real
It is more than a mater of will
I hope I’ll soon say that I found the right way
to grow beyond shadows stood still
Chorus
I’m working on myself, Coz I don’t wanna hate myself any more X2
Verse 2
I hope that my name will bring joy and not shame
to the ones that I once let down
I hope that if I just continue to try
I will find myself on solid ground
Chorus
I’m working on myself, Coz I don’t wanna hate myself any more X2
Verse 3
I hope I'll feel proud to stand out of the crowd
and know that I fought my fight
I hope to get through the dark clouds of review
and know what I did was right
Chorus
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Verse 1
Late at night,
When I can’t sleep
I try to visualise
A better life,
For you and me,
One less synthesized
I know the words,
But I can’t speak,
So I internalize
All the hurt,
that leaves me week,
and keeps me ostracised
Chorus
I wish that I had answers, but I'm left in the dark still clueless
I wish that I was stronger, But I don’t think i’ll make it through this
I don’t know where I’m going, or even if I should be moving
I don’t know what I'm doing
Verse 2
I’m half asleep,
And half awake
Just enough to know
I’m in too deep,
There’s no escape,
There’s no where to go
Chorus
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8. |
Behind Closed Doors
04:32
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Verse 1
Behind closed doors I look in the mirror and breakdown
Behind closed doors I’m crying a river, a sad clown
I’m a shadow of a fragment of my former self,
I’m half of the man, and further away from what I’m supposed to be
I’m an echo of an idea best left on the shelf,
I’m half of a plan, and further away from where I’m supposed to be
Behind closed doors I drown in the sound of silence
Behind closed doors I'm bound by my own mind’s absence
I’m a fragile exhibition of a former smile,
I’m half of a scene, and further away from what I’m supposed to be
I’m a broken premonition of a future sour,
Hard to believe and further away from where I’m supposed to be
Interlude
I smile while your looking, but when your back is turned I will fall back down
Verse 2
Behind close doors I shout until my lungs are empty
Behind close doors I’ll scream until someone hears me
I’m a loner in the shadows as I always was,
I’m half of a lie, and further away from what I’m supposed to be
I’m an answer to the question that you’ll never ask,
I’m half of a past, and further away from where I’m supposed to be
Interlude
I smile while your looking, but when your back is turned I will fall back down
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Verse 1
Try to smile
Let them see beyond the
Walls you hide behind
Your denial
Keeps you feeling normal
But you’ve yet to find
A way to show
The way you feel beyond the
Words you use to hide
Though your slow
The futures looking hopeful
To bring out the inside
Chorus
I don’t wanna change but I'm running out of time
I could stay the same but I know there’s more to life
I don’t wanna live just to say that I survived
I could do some good or at least know that I tried
There must be more to life
Verse 2
Learn to walk
Before you try to run from
Those you’ve yet to know
Learn to talk
Before you scream for help from
Those who’ve yet to grow
Chorus
Bridge
I’m lost but I still have hope, for now
Tomorrow brings another chance, a new way out
Chorus
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Verse 1
Choose the words you actually mean
Don’t give me lines to read between
Say it so X2
So I can understand X2
Coz I don’t understand you
So speak as though you want me to understand
Verse 2
Say it loud and say it clear
Eye to eye and ear to ear
Say it so X2
So I can understand X2
Coz I don’t understand you
So speak as though you want me to understand
Verse 3 Half
I wish that we could find a way
To speak our minds and clear the grey
Say it so X2
I can understand
Verse 4
Just speak the truth, that’s all I ask
Even if it’s dangerous
Say it so X2
So I can understand X2
Coz I don’t understand you
So speak as though you want me to understand
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11. |
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Verse 1
We both know time is running out for us as we start to rust
The world around us slowly turns to dust and burns to touch
Chorus
We’re no better than before
Toxic, living a lie, wearing a smile
We are poison at our core
Toxic, living a lie, wearing a smile
Verse 2
We both know there’s no body else to blame, we fanned the flames
We tried our best but things are much the same, we lost the game
Chorus
We’re no better than before
Toxic, living a lie, wearing a smile
We are poison at our core
Toxic, living a lie, wearing a smile
Bridge
I hope (that) in time (that)
We both (will) realise (that)
Our love, (was) defined (by)
Wars one (and) compromise
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Sad Clown London, UK
Sad Clown is a genre swapping progressive alt. Pop band featuring Jax Richardson (guitar + vocals), Chris Gilbertson (bass),
and Emilie Dollerup (vocals)
2024 will see the release of their debut album “Alien”. A collection of songs that showcases the band’s love of genre swapping, crazy riffs and solos along side quirky and introspective lyrics exploring themes of identity, community and society.
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